Movie of Life

It's gonna End Where It's all initially Begins

2012-02-14T12:45:00.002+08:00

I recieved a phonecall yesterday,It was calling from the lawyer officer,i was told to be at his office today at 2.30pm to have the document signed.As i was face-booking thru my timeline and i actually realised that today was 14th Feb(Valentine's day).It all begin 13 yrs ago on this very actual day,never did i realized that it's gonna end on this very actual day 13yrs later.Be it a coincidence or puporsely arranged,finally it ended these long years of confused,undecisive moment.Whatever it may come,will comes...be it good or bad.
It a freedom to both of us,a released option which have been hovering for these long 5yrs however it finally came to a releasing point,hence....i sincerely hope for all the best to you and your new life and i will always remembered this day,a day which human created for a small celebration for loved ones emarks the day which created us and it actually also embarks the end of us.

Sound corny and dramatic...but that's the truth...a day where everything begin is also the day where everything ended.14021999-14022012.

Ashley,i hope u can forgive the unforgiven me for all the pain and sadness that was brewed during the moment of our stubborn and intensive decision that free the both of us from something we do not have belief anymore.

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2011-02-17T13:41:00.000+08:00

I thought i was having FUN,enjoying life,having excitment!!I was WRONGGGGGG!!It was totally different when i realised the consequences that it will only bring hurt for whatever decision was made,so often one's was too involved into his world and started to realise that other people was really careing about him and it becomes a habit that it should be,but this is all a BLESSING and not a MUST!When you realised it,it always comes too late,just too late for it,even you started to realise that it was actually a blessing.
当你查觉到你已经不再被在枞容,那是因为她已经被伤害了
就是在一刹那,快如闪电的杀伤力,已足够带来悲伤,绝望.
你每次伤心我每次缺席,我放不过我自己,转一圈回到了原地

但如经,我只可以把眼泪当成一种提醒.
寂寞寂寞就好.........

2011-02-01T02:55:00.000+08:00

My day started with meeting up BB and mum to bring BB to shop for her CNY clothing,was wandering around town area,unable to find something BB like,so we headed to scotts...finally got her a tunic dress from MANGO and i hope she will like it,then came Vern to pass some CNY goodies to both of them and we headed for dinner,although it was a tiring day however it was worth the effort as BB was really enjoying herself with japanese cusine and ice cream...
I realized that i have missed out alot during her growth,it was a fruitful trip as i learned alot of things about BB and her life now.Vern and her was talking all through out the dinner session,there was a kind of bonding which i had missed it for a very very long time...can't wait for the next meet up.

Singapore flyer!!Here we come!!

2011-01-24T00:50:00.000+08:00

I know it was a mistake 2 years ago which affected you,although time can't be reverse and things would not even changed for now,but you have always been on my mind since that very day.How i wish that i could hold your little hand to school,your laughter never fails to make my day,your monkey face which led you to a good beating by mummy.
The only memories through out the years was just the photo of you that were accompany me thru my hard time,i do not expect much,just hope you are in good hands,well taken care of and healthy.Even though now that life have changed,the fact of you are that you are still my lovely BB............

2011-01-14T17:24:00.000+08:00

She tapped me from behind and i turn around,i paused for a few seconds,take a deep breath,she asked me"You not working here?"I thought that she would not called me and never did i expected,we chat for a while,a really open chat and a peaceful one instead...hehe,there was no hatred,no sore feeling,no screaming,not hostile..im GALD!!
Thinking back,i really miss out alot for these past 3years,even thou the outcome was to nobody liking but some time things just don't turn out as everybody would hope so,that's life,we gotta learn to take it as it comes.i feel happy when i see you living your life so well,being happy,a new life,new companion.regrets is not the word to hover my mind now.what's done can't be undone,sincerely i do hope u are living your life well and happy now.
Thanks for bringing out such a beautiful one to the world for me.........from my bottom of my heart,THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME ONCE BEFORE

2011-01-12T17:24:00.000+08:00

It's 2011!!There goes the not gonna remembered 2010,it's just feel so much better with a new year,new beginning and of course a NEW ME....Nothing can be better than now as im really making my time full of uses,more meaningful.
You can have your fucking life for all i care,u can do whatever you want for all i care...the bottom line is What you do is ur fucking biz!!Whhahaha...Recently there was just too much rumours and i wondered how did it happened?Never did i expected all this,just way too much for me to digest...But currently im just not gonna think so much...so sorry!!
Life wasn't just about commintment and getting serious i guess,ive been wasting too much time pursing something and it's something that i having a pobia rite now.Just wonder why some ppl could rush into things that fast,is it possible?maybe or maybe not...maybe it's just about getting a replacement rite after an encounter however I DUN GIVE A FUCK!!Whahahaha....bon Jovi sang "its my life,it's now or never,im ain't gonna live forever" so what you do is ur fucking life,not mine...for mine..i will live it good,live it well,live it enjoyable...KK,i really got a shock about you,but i really does not wanna think so far,so much..so sorry,i noe some things you can't control de,sorry for things to turn out this way,SZ!!you are really so silly,sometimes even tickle my laughing veins!!lols...but time is just enjoyable with you around...
WF...thanks for accompany me when im in my down period,somethings that are meant to be will be...i know there's a lot of thing that you think i do not know,i wun even ask...if you feel that the time is rite to say it out,you can have the time,just be happy ba...
To all peeps out there,sometimes learning to survive in adverse situation will make you stronger as they are a test in your life which will test you to fall and pick up again,so nevermind the adverse,welcome them and make it a solution which will help u understand a lot of ppl and situation around you!!
Take care and awaiting for the CNY which i will coming to attend,Mum,Sis,BB and all my loved one...pls leave your door open,I WILL BE BACK!!It will not be like last 2years ago...disappearing without a trace just a mobile to reach me!!!I can't wait!!!hehe

2010-12-04T17:00:00.000+08:00

For the past weeks,thoughts have rampage thru my mind,thinking about what's to plan ahead..Thanks to all these adverse situation,god's test to me..it's time to pick myself up and carry on with my life!!!
Life is all about making decision!!Once made,do not look back and do not regret coz life'stoo short for that,it was meant for other better purposes!!
Thank you for all these adverse!!What doesn't kill me will just make me STRONGER!!
I have been shutting myself out too long,maybe it'stime to do what i think i should do!!
When you have did your best,do not worry about the result as they said,you can do whatever you can...the rest will depends on fate!!
Once again...Thanks to all those adverse!!!
I have learn to love it rather than sitting in a corner whining and moaning!!!
LIFE GOES ON ya!!!

2010-11-24T15:20:00.000+08:00

I have always pick myself up every fall,i have been tough all thru out,when today you told me the cruel truth,my mind is in a blank,i just can't digest every words.It just like a recorder which keep playing again and again in my mind and i just can't think of anything...why does it happen when i truthfully putting my heart and soul into something that i have decided,times and times i have been trying to resurface and saving it......i thought that when things could go back to the starting point,things can be improve and could be even better......until i realised a fact that the STARTING POINT is an ENDING POINT!!Why??WHY am i so useless??
The words just keep ramming my mind,invading my mind,i try to think wat am i going to do.....somehow or rather....my mind is in a TOTALLY BLANK....i really can't think,can't figure.....not a solution not an answer there!!Looking thru the times,the holidays,those happy moments...i cried....it's not just my eyes,my heart too....Letting go=Freedom???Is that so??I know whatever i do now can't change your thinking and feeling.
perhaps is this the ending??Everybody wants a happy ending,what about me??Why?There is just too many WHY in my head now and i just can't figure out why....everybody want the understanding from everyone,is there anyone out there to understand what the fucking shit i'm facing now?
I've been strong,the only time i've cried is my beloved dad DAD pass away without me having the last look at him,but why now??why am i in tears?Why?
Perhaps you guys out there have the answer.....but......it's still me......perhaps times will heal all wounds,for all i know now is Why am i feeling this way?Where is the strong in me?Where is the toughness in me?where is the take thing easy attitude in me?Where is the "XIAO SHA" in me?WHERE are you when i needed you most??

2010-11-15T00:18:00.000+08:00

What the fuck is happening to you now?Are you losing confidence in yourself or are you losing confidence in others??
You had fall hard before and stand up again and again!!
Standing at this cross road junction,wat is your fucking decision?you gotta make a choice.
Life is all about choices,isn't it?Be good or bad....
Maybe you should learn to let go...because letting go=Freedom
How many actually 5yrs do you have in life right now?
DONNY!!! Dun give up!!Life is still beautiful whatever decision you make,just think carefully because life isn't about regret,it's about being getting better!!!

2010-11-06T23:53:00.000+08:00

There a reason for what is happening,there is a reason for thing that have done...when there is a game that is being played,everybody wanted to win by hook or by crook!!
therefore,i will make you play my game and make you fall real hard this time round!!!
MARK MY WORDS!! **evil Grin**

2010-10-14T19:51:00.000+08:00

For the time i stepped out of the house i thought those days were gone,from the day you changed your num,i thought it was over.....until you told me you was always there for me and you just wanna leave us some space,you did not give up on me and told me not to give up on myself....now i know.......you have not changed....i really do not wanna burden you both with my problem that i have created....
Wishes youhave a great happybirthday ahead and may all your wishes come true.....
All i wanna say is for the time i solvemyproblemswill be the day i marked my return...sincerely,hopefully i hope you can wait

2010-10-03T15:31:00.000+08:00

Times reallyflies,2010 gonna end in 2mths time,1st thing that cameto my mind is ashley is oredi 10yrs old..i really misses her,everyone asking me is there a possibility to salvage the things that used to be?Well.....i do not dare to think so much as for now.1thing in my mind is if ever there's achance to leave here,i would not hesitate to do so as there is no 1 or nothing for me that can keep me here in this pathetic place...
For those who are feeling lost,dun give up,for those who having a greattime....cherish the time spent as youguys would not know wat's thefuture have in store for you....

2010-08-11T17:49:00.000+08:00

Been working for continously 10 days until today to get a break away from it,im just missing out too much in life...wat can i say?I love the job,i love the income but i feel so depleted...i really wish for a short holiday,with the sand,the sun and the water......

2010-08-01T10:31:00.000+08:00

How i miss my little baby,memories of you stopped abruptly since 2008 Aug,the way you makes me angry,the way that you will neverless entertain yourself,the way you will go craving for some snack,the way you will make me buy you those toys,all i have now are those photos that i have taken,leaving the unlimited yearn to hold your hand and bring you to school...............................

2010-07-22T11:12:00.000+08:00

Time passes so fast,it has been 3 weeks since i transferred over to the new outlet.Work is as usual tiring,met new collegues at work and a total new learning experiences here.I have my eyes really open on how personal incentive system affect the relationship at work,be it or not,there's a mask over everyone here.
In my opinion,the most annoying 1 will be that old skinny BITCH who is working er ass off to get me irritated every now and then,there an old man who never make me laugh and a young man who i can only tok to.
Ever since i was on this job,i have felt my life is so bored,nothing but work,eat and sleep.How i missed those holiday moment to set yourself free,enjoying the sun,the beach and the sea....hmmm,gotta plan for a short getaway trip and avoid seeing those unecessary people..hehe

2010-06-28T15:17:00.000+08:00

I didnt know that this company was looking for a supervisory role with such simple requirement,just feel so unworth staying on,had i know this earlier,i would have rebuke it long ago..sigh...what to do,i just have to keep my eye open and start hunting again for i feel that beside product knowledge,all your staff really CMI!!
Let just see how the new SIC going to fare in your new store...haha
hmmm...now that i see u at work,the kind of feeling was totally different from it used to be,perhap,you are just a topic for me to past my time,not really that eager to get to know you anymore...maybe i should change my view for something new haha...y am i so bad nowadays?lols

2010-06-21T13:29:00.000+08:00

Another week past,really been enjoying my time at work,perhap it was YOU who make the extra additional color at work,hope you do have a good rest and hopefully it's today hehe...
That day when Andy called you,why did you reject him?i am really curious,what are you thinking?hmmm...i am waiting for chance to make my 1st move,you are my new challenge now hahaha...

2010-06-15T02:07:00.002+08:00

World Cup fever is on now!!!Thanks to adrian for recomending online live watch,tonite is Azzurri vs the latin water melon hahaha...i have been an Azzurri supporter over these 10 years but i can't see them winning consectively this year round,hot fav was the bull's dancing spainard.Hopefully Azzurri will win tonite match hehe and this is the reason i am still awake,waiting for the match to be watch online later.
Finally got my off day,been working for 8 continuously days,12 hours everyday so that's total up to 108hours.Happy to be off but i will definately miss my 2 views which kept me going for the working life lols!!!Hope you are off tomorrow too,you have been working for too long too hehe....
it's getting much and much interesting at work as i saw my new workmate's character revealing in an unglam fashion,D,dun snob a loser's attitude when you learned that thing are not going to your way,afterall you are neither that experienced nor have you grown with the company for that long period of time,if you think you are not getting the way you expected from them,my opinion is pls make future plan!!Dun sulked and whined at the corner.
A was a joker which make my day at work however i have been waiting for chances that he would call my view over then i would have the chance to talk haha...so bad right?I know you do fancy but you just do not dare to have a small chat,im just waiting for a perfect chance,dude....hope i would not bust your balloon too hard hehehe *evil grin**
Im just getting weary,i do not wanna play mind games anymore.I will start to plan my move,every step,every move,i wanna catch you unaware,ust like a snake bite,fast and swift!!I will just let you assume that i do not know anything....i wanna prey like a lion,stay still and watch for the right moment then prey in the fastest time!!Watch it......coz im watchinggggggggg.....peace to you,i will return the treatment backkkkkkkkkk

2010-06-11T00:40:00.001+08:00

Life have been really busy lately but have really enjoyed myself during work,at least i use work to diversify my attention.I guess after that incident,what you said or do doesn't really catch my attention now.Anger was firstly boiled but now it seem that DISAPPOINTMENT have been replaced,i am just waiting for the right time to do something i have to do.
Was that you that i saw at the hawker center today?though you did not turn around but i am pretty SURE it was YOU,i do not know how i was feeling anyway,i intended to walk over and say hi to you but i know what the outcome will be....so i reckon not...just hope you are in the best of health and lead a happy life ba

2010-05-31T02:07:00.000+08:00

Got myself a new job and have been really busy at work recently,though it's still in sales line however it's different kinda product im doing now.Im starting from the very basic,learning all the product knowledge.A total new learning experience.There could be only 3 things in my everyday life now,WORK,EAT,SLEEP.My gym-ing session have been reduced,only to frequent it once a week.
Edison have asked me when am i going for my fitness training course,maybe i should do it when everything stable down.Give me abit more time ya.
I feel that once again i have reach my life junction,should i turn right?left?or simply go straight?
I hate making choices especially when i have options but when sometimes when we are left with no choices,we grumbled.I know you guys may find me contridicting but this is human,doesn't it?

2010-05-08T15:04:00.002+08:00

So you think you are good at this game?Let me tell you,the rule of the game is dun get caught when you violate the rules!!!for once,twice...i've caught you.Now,you are getting me into playing this sort of game with you...i have given you chances to admit but you ust dun!!!WTF!!
Let see how you will fare in this game,im too,a GAMER,a plotter
May god bless u not too lose fucking badly to me!!!
All i want is revenge........UPON YOU!!Mark my word!!

2010-04-13T16:36:00.000+08:00

I have started to get back on my workout since last week,it was really hella outta of shape,i could feel my body started to ache for days after my workout but neverless it was a great 1st step out and it will get better.Thanks for that asshole to let me benchmark and motivate me!!I swear i will get better and bigger!!
Founded a new job,will start work tml,after a long laid off as a employee,now gotta start all over from scratch.Wish me luck and if you guys wanna get watches,can come look for me ya!!lols
There was so much i wanted to do yet i have been procastinating my time.Hope it will be a wise choice that i choose...

You are not fighting with anyone but the devil within

Let the steam run

2010-04-07T11:11:00.000+08:00

I shall marked you as my motivator,Asshole....
From today onwards,i shall gonna overwhelmed you faggort.I do not like to hate someone but you have tested my limt,so therefore the only wa to get rid of the hatred is to benchmarked you in my life and suppress you.Mark my word,the 1st thing im gonna do is rebuild my body again.
Stay tuned...ASSHOLE

Am i getting too lazy?

2010-04-04T10:18:00.000+08:00

Arggghhh...Why can't i just walk that 1st step out to start my plan which have been on my thought for so long,it's not that difficult afterall...sign...keep on procastinating.
Another lazy,raining morning today...i wanna get back to shape like i used to be!!
Come on!!!Just make that 1st move and everything will flow natural Donny!!
JIA YOU!!

幸福,下一站

2010-03-23T10:44:00.000+08:00

There are 2 things in life people would feel blessed and happy with: $$$ and LOVE,i can't deny these 2 factors solely affect people's life and changes in them.
Edison is one of them being affected by LOVE recently,it been so long since i saw him gleaming over the light.It takes two hand to clap,i think they are very much in love,i understand that feeling.haha....perhap,maybe,that is the lady he might settle down?Neverless i sincerely wish them all the best and keep that desire burning lols.
Hey edison,if you happen to pass by my blog,good job!! Feel with your heart and others will feel u too,life isn't all abt success,when you have give ur 100% even it doesn't turn out the way it is,there will be no regret coz you know you have give your best shot!!Cheersssssss :)

Get alive

2010-03-21T16:33:00.000+08:00

Every stories have an end,and every ending starts a new beginning.One door close marks another door open.Time doesn't stop there and life doesn't end there,there will be times when people fall really hard,but when you falls,it doesn't mean the end of everything,it embarks a new beginning instead.
Life isn't a bed of roses,you wun always get what you wish and stop wishing that it would be better if this happens or that happens.A true fisherman doesn't fish with better baits,better rod.They make the best with what they had.

Be Remebered or be Hated?

2010-03-05T18:01:00.000+08:00

Johnny hate jazz once sang "i wish i could turn back the clock".In reality there wasn't any time machine that any genius scientist could invent,however the clock could be turned but not those days,just in the mind of memories it have captured every single moment of happiness,bad times,hurting debates,laughter.it can go as far as 11 years backtrack to feel every moment of climates shared.
Sidney sheldon once wrote famous book called"Nothing Last Forever",That piece of paper can be torn,that road of direction can be changed or maybe one wouldn't be remembered for the passion that have been once burning and maybe would be remembered for those wrongdoing of the grieves that have caused.
Whatever the causes and effect would be,it was once a beautiful moment in time of our life,just like everywhere you go,you tends to ponder for a while to captured those moment just deja voo.
i know david cook had dedicate "always be my baby" in American idol to win his place there,you dedicated that song on 2008 19th dec on your profile and right now 5th march 2010 im dedicating this song,hope you are living fine and better than me.TAKE CARE ALWAYS as you will be forever remembered http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wSrt-Inyo9A

We were as one babe

For a moment in time

And it seemed everlasting

That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free

So I'm letting you fly

Cause I know in my heart babe

Our love will never die, noooooo

You'll always be a part of me

I'm a part of you indefinitely

Girl don't you know you can't escape me

Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

And we'll linger on

Time can't erase a feeling this strong

No way you're never gonna shake me

Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no

And I won't beg you to stay

If you're determined to leave girl

I will not stand in your way

But inevitably you'll be back again

Cause ya know in your heart babe

Our love will never end no

You'll always be a part of me

I'm part of you indefinitely

Girl don't you know you can't escape me

Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

And we'll linger on

Time cant erase a feeling this strong

No way you're never gonna shake me

Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back girl

When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh

I know that, you'll be right back

Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time

You'll always be a part of me

I'm part of you indefinitely

Girl don't you know you can't escape me

Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

And we'll linger on

Time can't erase a feeling this strong

No way you're never gonna shake me

Ooh darling cause you'll always be my,....my baby....

You'll always be apart of me (you will always be)

I'm part of you indefinitely

Girl don't you know you can't escape me

Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

And we'll linger on (we will linger on)

Time can't erase a feeling this strong

No way you're never gonna shake me

Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

You will always be my baby

TIME OF LIFE

2010-02-25T03:57:00.000+08:00

Life is like walking in a concrete jungle which you will encounter alot of junctions where decision gotta make going for a left turn?right turn?proceed ahead?Many times we tends to lost ourselves in those direction or maybe having a wrong turn.Every direction lead to a new opening even with the wrong turn,however if we could have conquered our mindet,just like they say,one door closed another open up.
Do not give up,sometimes we just need that little some time to ourselves and find back the lost direction in mind and proceed on...REST is for a better journey

2010-02-02T18:49:00.000+08:00

爱的感觉，总是在一开始觉得很甜蜜，

总觉得多一个人陪、多一个人帮你分担，

你终於不再孤单了，至少有一个人想著你、恋著你，

不论做什么事情，

只要能一起，就是好的，

但是慢慢的，随著彼此的认识愈深，

你开始发现了对方的缺点，

於是问题一个接著一个发生，

你开始烦、累，甚至想要逃避，

有人说爱情就像在捡石头，

总想捡到一个适合自己的，

但是你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到呢？

*她适合你，那你又适合她吗?

其实，爱情就像磨石子一样，

或许刚捡到的时候，你不是那么的满意，

但是记住人是有弹性的，

很多事情是可以改变的，

只要你有心、有勇气，

与其到处去捡未知的石头，

还不如好好的将自己已经拥有的石头磨亮磨，你开始磨了吗？

很多人以为是因为感情淡了，

所以人才会变得懒惰。

错！

其实是人先被惰性征服，

所以感情才会变淡的。

*在某个聚餐的场合, 有人提议多吃点虾子对身体好，这时候有个中年男人忽然说「十年前，当我老婆还是我的女朋友的时候，她说要吃十只虾，我就剥二十只给她！现在，如果她要我帮她剥虾壳，开玩笑！我连帮她脱衣服都没兴趣了，还剥虾壳咧！

*听到了吗？明白了吗？

难怪越来越多人只想要谈一辈子的恋爱，却迟迟不肯走入婚姻。

因为，婚姻容易让人变得懒惰。

如果每个人都

懒得讲话、

懒得倾听、

懒得制造惊喜、

懒得温柔体贴，

那么夫妻或是情人之间，

又怎么会不渐行渐远渐无声呢？

所以请记住：

有活力的爱情，

是需要适度殷勤灌溉的，

谈恋爱，更是不可以偷懒的喔！

*有一对情侣，相约下班後去用餐、逛街，可是女孩因为公司会议而延误了，当她冒著雨赶到的时候已经迟到了30多分钟，他的男朋友很不高兴的说：你每次都这样，现在我甚么心情也没了，我以後再也不会等你了！刹那间，女孩终於决堤崩溃了，她心里在想：或许，他们再也没有未来了

*同样的在同一个地点，另一对情侣也面临同样的处境；女孩赶到的时候也迟到了半个钟头，他的男朋友说：我想你一定忙坏了吧！接著他为女孩拭去脸上的雨水，并且脱去外套盖在女孩身上，此刻，女孩流泪了, 但是流过她脸颊的泪却是温馨的。

你体会到了吗？

*其实爱、恨往往只是在我们的一念之间！

爱不仅要懂得宽容更要及时，很多事可能只是在於你心境的转变罢了！

懂了吗？

当有个人爱上你，而你也觉得他不错。

那并不代表你会选择他。

*我们总说：我要找一个你很爱很爱的人，才会谈恋爱。

但是当对方问你，怎样才算是很爱很爱的时候，

你可能无法回答他，因为你自己也不知道。

*没错，我们总是以为，我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人。

可是後来，当我们猛然回首，我们才会发觉自己曾经多么天真。

假如从来没有开始，你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢？

其实，很爱很爱的感觉，是要在一起经历了许多事情之後才会发现的。

或许每个人都希望能够找到自己心目中百分之百的伴侣，

但是你有没有想过在你身边会不会早已经有人默默对你付出很久了，只是你没发觉而已呢？

所以，还是仔细看看身边的人吧！

他或许已经等你很久喽！

*当你爱一个人的时候，爱到八分绝对刚刚好。

所有的期待和希望都只有七八分；剩下两三分用来爱自己。

如果你还继续爱得更多，很可能会给对方沉重的压力，让彼此喘不过气来，完全丧失了爱情的乐趣。

*所以请记住，

喝酒不要超过六分醉，

吃饭不要超过七分饱，

爱一个人不要超过八分

*那天朋友问我：到底该怎么做才算是爱一个人呢？

我笑著跟他说：其实每个人的爱情观都不一样，说对了叫开导，但就怕说错反倒变成误导。那就糟糕了！

*如果你也正在为爱迷惘，或许下面这段话可以给你一些启示：

爱一个人，要了解，也要开解；

要道歉，也要道谢；

要认错，也要改错；

要体贴，也要体谅；

是接受，而不是忍受；

是宽容，而不是纵容；

是支持，而不是支配；

是慰问，而不是质问；

是倾诉，而不是控诉；

是难忘，而不是遗忘；

是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；

是为对方默默祈求，

而不是向对方诸多要求；

可以浪漫，但不要浪费；

可以随时牵手，但不要随便分手。

Wat time izzit

2010-01-28T03:05:00.001+08:00

It caught me again after so long!!!Y does it have to appeared again after so long??Was it due to unforseen stress?Was it due to things had been happening recently?Was it some thoughts couldn't find it direction?
INSOMNIA.....y do u appear again **sign****

NEW YEAR

2010-01-21T16:53:00.000+08:00

New year,new resolution??Is that how ppl motivate themselves or just console themselves that life will be better?Practically i think solution will be better than resolution for problems that arises or still intact in everybody's life!!
Let's face the fact....u close ur eyes,grab ur hands together and wish upon a star,hoping that the wishes will come true...having wealth?good health?smoothly sailing or anything you guys can think of however the fact is....you just wishhhhh...does it gonna happen?GOD knows...
everything happen for a reason..and behind every reason reacted from what have done..so..in order to tackle it...u need a solution.....not a resolution!!!

Fli Li Flung....wat the fuck you toking??Ang mo??

2010-01-11T14:01:00.000+08:00

As usual,went for interview this morning,the feeling aren't the same like last week,in my jeans,t-shirt and cardigan..it just feel so much more relax than the PROFESSIONAL ATTIRE!!
They asked me to filled up the form and a survey and here comes an expatrate,my name was called and being lead into a conference room.
i sat down and he just shoot his words which goes on and on and on....leaving me stranded there looking at him,nodding my head,in my mind i was wondering "wat the fuck was he toking?" slanging the language that i have difficulty catching wat he is trying to put across me,so i just feign that i noe wat he is saying and by nodding my head hoping that he will stop for the moment,finally he stopped and said,"Donny,so tell me abt yourself."I was caught by surprise and begin to sit up,looking at him and his assistant,so i introduce myself and blah blah blah and so on...
Approaching the end of the interview,i was being asked by yet something i can't imagine,"so Donny,are you actively looking for jobs?" Halozz...wat do u think im here today huh??of coz i wan a job!!i really can't imagine
"So u were saying at the moment you are helping put ur aunt(which is a white lie i have told,god forgive me),wun you continue to help her out?" I prefer to get a job outside of coz
"Anymore question cause im rushing for a meeting" Wah kaoz...wat do u wan me to ask then?you have oredi told me u r rushing off to a meeting,do i have the cheek to ask IF I HAVE QUESTIONS...C2PID!!!
Lastly shaking my hand and off i go...damn....so am i shortlisted or not huh??
I shld have guess the answer then

Good advice or just piece of Shit?

2010-01-10T12:51:00.000+08:00

"What you think is good,doesn't mean is right for me!!" people...does this pharse sound familiar to you?I think it is for most of the time,have they really know what is all about?What's the main concern?What's the expectation like?blah blah and so on....
It can be an advice...however if it is not carefully interprete it...it will turn out to be a turn-off to others,dun assume it is when you have not put urself into the other party's shoes and reflect.
Choices of words,ways of conveying the message and the tone of ur voice...MAGGORTS out there...i dunno have you understand what im saying.....somehow i do hope your do!!!
If you dun....i dun blame you,cause you reap what you sow,you will just get the dessert you wan it to turn out to be...think again...hmmmm......**Wondering***

What a morning

2010-01-06T15:15:00.000+08:00

This morning woke up staring at the piles of clothes like an alien,damnn...where is my professional attire!??!!
I need it by 45mins!!!Guess i have to make full use of what i have it..putting on an all white horse prince attire,staring at the mirror and wonders"Who is this monster standing in front of me?!?!?!"
Nevertheless i step out of the house,making my way down for the job interview with the managing director!
Feel stress huh...by hearing the postiton im being interview by..
We chat and chat....but i know im not the one they are looking for...they want someone who major in marketing,well i did..but it was one of my core module!!!
Shld have asked in detail when the receptionist called me up,LBS...
I think the receptionist was a damn LBS peabrain species,knn...call and ask me can i start work immediately once shortlist,am i a singaporean,pls put on ur PROFESSIONAL ATTIRE...All sound like so easy yet stupid!!!Well...maybe i just cant push all the blames on her...I SHLD HAVE ASK MORE QUESTIONS!!!!ARGHHHHH

OMG

2010-01-05T20:28:00.000+08:00

It's oredi the 5th day of 2010,i dun see it's getting bettter than last year haha...
been called up for interview tml,however the recep. told me to put on professional attire.
I was wondering on the other side of the phone thinking"WAT THE FUCK IS PROFESSIONAL ATTIRE????",so i asked her the stupid question back and here comes the stupidest answer i ever heard!!! "Well,Mr Tan,no jeans,no short."
I said "OK,thanks!!!" hmmm......wat the heck is dat?
Pants and shirt?
wah lau eh...really Lau Bak Sai....
i only wear pants once in my whole lifetime....where the heck am i going to get the pant and shoes???
Damnmit.........lols

When can i go???????

2010-01-01T14:27:00.000+08:00

That is so so so COOL.....piza tower in italia and the great view of maldives!!!

Damn...that was 1 wish that i actually wish for in 2010...lols

would dat come true?

hmmmm....**scratching head***

HAPPY 2010 PEOPLE!!!!

2009-12-31T15:00:00.000+08:00

Make a Smilebox greeting

IT"S COMING

2009-12-31T14:37:00.000+08:00

With less than 12 more hours to go before 2009 gonna end,somehow i did not feel excited as before.What is happening?!?!?However,i will just go with the flow,counting down mins by mins till 2010 arrive.
Gonna do something abt it...boozing myself silly tonite haha....so dat i can wake up in a new year lols!!
1st thing im gonna do in the 1st day of the 2010 will be painting up the house with colours!!
Helping him decorate so dat he will remember me!!!hahahaha....
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU & SURPRISE!!!!!

20?10?2010?

2009-12-27T15:00:00.000+08:00

5 more days mark a new beginning of a fresh start year with everybody counting down and away of 2009 which sad to say was a terrible year to me of unexpected phenomenom happening thru!!Abit difficult to digest though but obviously excited abt 2010 approaching.
I guess everyone will be excited in his/her way in welcoming 2010,count down parties,boozing away,dancing thru the n1te...all i wish was spending my counting down with closed ones,making a wish when the clock strike 12mn on the 31st of dec 2009...hehe,guess when ones gets older,how they wih their life was more simple...dats wat my sis always said"Simplicity's the BEST"
HAPPY 2010 year to everyone and time to plan those event and resolution in times to come!!
Forzza!!

HOHOHOHO

2009-12-19T11:52:00.001+08:00

Make a Smilebox greeting

ENDING

2009-12-17T04:28:00.000+08:00

15 more days to end year 2009 which have been an undescribe dramatic year for the past 11 months.Things just happened so unexpectly which the tide was riding against the wind for me.
I hope for the coming 2010 would bring a better significiant sign to accompany me riding throught another year in my life for the 3rd decade.
As days fading away in life,there are so many things just happened that at that moment you wish that you were still a teenager enjoying life without any burden and worries in head however this is life,as you grew older,burden and responsibilites keep packing up onto your shoulder.Nature took away life from closed ones,you discovered that people whom you used to know doesn't seem to understand them anymore,feeling for loved one changed,faded away..sound sad huh,but this is life.Thing do happen and most of the time they happen for a reason which most of the time before we could actually understands it.
I remember a saying goes like this "It takes a moment to understand but a lifetime to realise it" How true is that gonna be?You decide!!Greed is the motivation force of all evil and it drives people to concede the 7 SINS without any deeper thoughts.
Life is indeed beautiful if you know where is your direction is,for those are are without any compass or lost in the midst of the concret jungle...Dun panic,take a rest,sit down,enjoy the music and give a deep thoughts,give yourselves some times alone to figure out things..and start moving on again.....

Life?

2009-12-10T13:05:00.000+08:00

It just feel so damn pissed off when u have actually out of goodwill helping someone out and get urself into problems..Y can't the tide just slow down??The wave keep pouring in like tsumani...how worse will it get?
It's just getting weary of thinking how life gonna be and what to expect from it.
It's just getting more than a handful,
It's just getting too weary,
It's just geeting blury vision,
It's just getting tired,
Life still goes on,how much adrenline left for me?
Just hanging on....
Just so TIRED......

INSOMNIA

2009-11-27T22:37:00.001+08:00

I never thought that I'd fall in love, love, love, love

But it grew from a simple crush, crush, crush, crush

Being without you girl, I was all messed up, up, up, up

When you walked out, said that you'd had enough-nough-nough-nough

Been a fool, girl I know

Didn't expect this is how things would go

Maybe in time, you'll change your mind

Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me

No i can't live without you no more

Oh i stay up til you're next to me

Til this house feels like it did before

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Been a fool (fool), girl I know (know)

Didn't expect this is how things would go

Maybe in time (time), you'll change your mind (mind)

Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me

No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)

Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)

Til this house feels like it did before (Because it)

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Feels like insomnia ah ah (Ah), Feels like insomnia ah ah

Ah, i just can't go to sleep

Cause it feels like I've fallen for you

It's getting way too deep

And i know that it's love because

I can't sleep til you're next to me

No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)

Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)

Til this house feels like it did before

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9m555jHRMEo&feature=related

2009-11-27T15:58:00.000+08:00

HOW I MISS HOLIDAYSSSSSSS....AND THE AIR OF THE FOREIGN.....

2009-11-27T00:44:00.000+08:00

It's been such a long long time since i have updated my blog,thank to qiqi for changing the template as i knew nuts abt all these thing lols,kinda silly rite...sara even laugh at me for dun even know how to manage my blogspot...haa

Well,i must indeed said that life is like a box of chocolate,u never know what's you gonna find inside that box!!2mths ago,i was having a shaking period in my life,it was almost funerable or shld i say prone to be attack,i guess nobody was having the best of their life,having all thoese thoughts,the pace of life just too momentum,there wasn't much to do yet think alot!!Life just get darker after the rain..i never get to see the sunshine.

Perhap my brain was jsut too occupied with stress,family member,loved ones,friends....it was just way too much i can describe,eric was being called back and charge for consumption of Melt,mr waterman have to worry about where to stay after he sell his house,ah mao was slaying each day making it scrappy,adrain was totally UNHEARD...wat happen to him man...

until recently i heard him!!!....he's still alive!!lols

So me....well,life couldnt be worse for the past 6mths,just too dramatic,things i thoought wouldnt happen...happened.After been thru wat had happen,i finally learnt more things,cherish more...i learned how to love more...people around me,people who are still with me.I know no matter how,what's past is past..it wun be the same anymore...things do changes,thinking changed too.

However what's important is just give your best,do your best and wait for result,u know,it just like take my N level haha...all i do is sit down....challenge the paper,give my shot and call it a day.

Other than that,you cant control anymore...it the other party who is is control of the situation..well,i passed my N level..lols...i didnt even could imagine it..

i dun felt any regret

i dun intend to turn back

i believe in my heart

i choose my road,my direction.......

so i will just give my best......and just wait

2009-07-15T13:51:00.000+08:00

After so so long,finally i get to speak to my BB...im glad to know that she ois doing well in her studies and actively taking in sports...she even sent me a happy father's day card.

This really brighten up my day,at least i know in her heart,she still remember me..hahas

GOD...bless her well

27/06/09

2009-06-26T23:26:00.000+08:00

They say heaven got EYES,what we do,heaven is watching..what goes around comes around...thou shall not speaks doesn't mean thou shall not know..someimes keeping it unknown may be a best way or white little lies that keep trouble spelling.Human are strange big creature that most of them do not have a mirror reflecting themselves what they are doing until they stumbled a rolling stone.
U do what you think,u reap what u sow.U think u r clever without thinking there's always a mountain higher somewhere,life is just like playing games,some goes by the rules whereby some in fact ignore the rules..Rules of the game is that ''U CAN DO ANYTHING BEHIND THE RULES BUT DUN GET CAUGHT!!"
INSANE OR A SAINT...U decide....it's just a thin hairline btw both.

THIS IS LIFE

2009-06-15T04:26:00.000+08:00

Losing everything and fell rock bottom is part and parcel in life,it just depends on how one will stand up from the fall,knowing the path and walking the path is 2 different thing.Dun say one will know wat it means...face it and you will damn fucking knowing the whole process.Good friends dun say much,they will just stand by you,no matter how it is...loved one stands by you,no matter how hard it takes...perhap only in difficult circumstances,one will realised much much more things,situation,envioroment and see "through" people who though they are friends,but they aren't.FUCK THEM ALL who think they are...for those geniune ones.....stay put and stay calm...
As they said...the whole is round.Dun be happy if one have succeeded coz consistancy plays a part,those who failed doesn't need to feel sad,it's just a stepping stone to something more...
Every rose has it's thorns
Just like every night has it's dawn
Just like every cowboy sing his sad sad song
Every rose has it's thorn
This ain't a song for the brokenhearted
No silent prayer for the faith departed and I ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd
You're gonna hear my voice when I shout it out loud
This is for the ones who stood their ground
For Tommy and Gina who never backed down
Tomorrow's getting harder, make no mistake
Luck ain't even lucky, gotta make your own breaks
You better stand tallWhen they're calling you out
Don't bend, don't breakBaby, don't back down
It's my lifeIt's now or never
'Cause I ain't gonna live forever
I just wanna live while I'm alive
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said, "I did it my way"I just wanna live while I'm alive
(It's my life)

THANK YOU FOR THE 1 MIN. CONCERNTRATION...
ROCK YOUR LIFE,DAMN ASS!! LOLS

LET GO = FREEDOM???

2009-04-03T15:20:00.001+08:00

Sms roam me yesterday nite,"just get prepare to sign the paper that binding me and you for the god damn 9yrs and custordy of Ashley will be yours" 1st word that came to my mind was DAMN IT,in the 1st place u were the one asking me not to fight for her and now u just want to shake her off,i replied "FINE,if u dun wan her,i will take care of her" Came the reply"btw i will check for the value of the hse and get it sell off by end of this yr to settle everything"
So i just told her what will happen if were to came to this decision at this point of time,she told me off not to teach her what to do!!FUCK IT...im just telling you what will happen, and im not teaching anyone what to do now...so i told her im tired,really tired that i do not wish to tok anymore since she doesnt get what i mean.
I made my mistake which i did not spent enough time with Ashley in the 1st place that the reason why BB doesnt feel close to me,i dun blame anyone,i will face my music....i aso understand that it's been a torturing 10yrs and have to wait for another 3more yrs before everything can be settled is a thorn to you...i dun blame you..perhap u have found ur new life,everybody move on....life's goes on...perhap,perhap....LET GO = FREEDOM
What a piece of prediction to end the year 2009!!
Suddenly came a piece of lyric in my mind "im sorry for the times i left u home while i was on the road and u were alone at home,im sorry for the times i had to go,im sorry for the fact that i did not know that you were sitting at home wishing we could go back when it was just you and me,im sorry for the time i would neglect im sorry for the time for those disrespect,im sorry for the wrong thing that ive done im sorry for the fact im not away that you cant sleep at nitewhen im not ard,becoz im in the street for everyday,im sorry for the thing i did not say like how you were the best thing in my lifeand how i was so roud to call you my girl and i understand there's some problemsand im not too blind to know all the pain you kept inside youeven u might not show,if i cant apologize for being wrong then it's just a shame on me i'd be the reason for your painand you could put the blame on me."Alhough this song is sang by akon to her mum however to me,it's me to her and my BB

Time wasn't Right

2009-04-02T18:10:00.000+08:00

They noe each other due to some unforseen reason(fate is the word i would say).After knowing each other for some times,they could really click and could tok everything under the sun from teenage life to recent things that had happened.Learning from her,he realised that she have been thru lotsa situation which not everyone could image,it could be normal,it could been complicated (everybody see things from different angle).
Although she had been thru so many kind of situation,he knows that what happen recently was too much for her to take it,from work,relationship to family matters,however she still put up a strong front acting that it's just normal but deep inside he can sense that she is feeling so stress to handle all these things.He tried to find time to accompany her coz she will do something which you guys would not even imagined!!
One fine nite,as usual he went over to accompany her,things looks normal and conversation strike up which was a happy one making her feel at least there is someone out there who cares about her.
The next morning,he recieved a text from her that she made an important decision which shock him coz she told him the next morning she will be going to work,he replied however she did not replied back...knowing that it was a big and brave decision she had made becoz she did mentioned before.He.....deep inside his heart knows that sooner or later she have to do something about it.
It was out of nowhere that they know each other not for long and they both know that both of them have feel towards each other but due to complicated reason and situation.....they could only let nature take it's course.....
He could just hope that she will be fine and safe after everything ended.Let time and nature do the work.